Mid Term Break

A breather in the year that will only get busier.

Trying my best.
As long as I tried my best, I don't have to feel bad about anything.
Or at least that's how the saying goes.
I wonder.

If anything would have been different if I did things a bit differently.
Went overseas for elective. (I liked it in Singapore)
Studied harder for pros. (I studied enough, thank you very much)
Played a little more sports. (Errr. where got time? Actually got lar..)
Made a little more friends. (I very friendly liao... Yeah right.)
And the list goes on.

I get this feeling at times.
That somehow if I do things a little differently, things would turn out different.
That's a happy thought.
If only it were true...

So far the year has been good to me.
I survived Internal Med SIP with some valuable learning experiences and (hopefully) contributed to the welfare of the patients placed under my care.
There is really no learning experience better than actually taking charge of patients and being thrown into the deep end with some well-thought out guidance.
I loved the SIP experience which prepares me better for the real world much better than exams and eopts would.
Which is why the new syllabus in which students in final year do 1 year of SIP (or so I hear) is the real deal in preparing medical students to be doctors.
Yay.

Nevertheless, there's still this you-know-what coming this March that seems really important. Looming. Not quite here yet, but almost.

Yikes.

YeeHa

I'm officially M5. It's the holiday week, but nevertheless I have a good feeling about this year.
It's an express train to the MBBS, according to some friends, but I do hope I can get a few things done along the way.
But everything has to be done with passing the MBBS as the top priority.
Urgh. Vomit.