HOI

life is supeeer boring without school. I can't imagine not going to school...
at home, its always study, go out and eat, come back and study some more. perhaps surf the web. and check some email. and study.
in school at least there are things to observe and conversations face to face. and nice lectures to attend.
its probably unusual for someone to say this. after all, isn't it fun slacking at home? and isn't school ever-so-stressful?
to the former i reply: i feel useless doing nothing. but i do agree that school gets frustrating and the stuff gets realllly overwhelming at times... like how everyone seems to be seemingly well-read about stuff.. and how people can appear so calm when the looming exams are drawing near..
ARHGH!
buts thats the life i chose, and one that i have to live with. its a crazy balancing act between slacking and overdoing things. I will strive on :)