sometimes i wish my life had more direction.. i feel like i'm drifting around rather aimlessly. basically everything i have now revolves around school, schoolwork and family. the monotony starts getting to me.. you can follow basically the same routine, "stick within your comfort zone" quoth a friend and be content.. for a while. then your mind starts to drift, and you wonder... why isn't anything exciting happening around here?
psychology books would like to have us believe that the key to a good life is contentment with what you have at the moment. there's really nothing to disagree about that. except that man is never satisfied. he always wants more. and i feel that this may work both ways. he may not be content now.. but he will always be fighting for more.. and in so doing prevent the otherwise almost unavoidable decline associated with contentment. 所谓逆水行舟，不进则退。so whether i enjoy it or not, "by right" i will always be motivated to working ever harder. but obviously there is no way for me (or anyone i think) to remain receptive to textbook information long periods. and the big question remains: can i ever find a hobby?
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